One Week of Hell

So it's already one week since I decided to give up smoking. Oh it's hell. I haven't been totally smoke free but at least I'm down to a few a day. Give me time folks I'm trying I really am.

I was thinking I should try the patch, but I don't think it would work. The thing that gets my motor racing is that first drag when you inhale all the nicotine and carcinogens wow nothing like that feeling. So that's why I don't think the patch would help.

Sure the patch is supposed to help get rid of the cravings but what about the smoke itself? HUH! What about the fact that your holding that butt between your fingers.

My brother in law tried using Xanex and he managed to quit. He said it was actually an anti depressant that has the side effect that you no longer feel like smoking. He told me that 10 years ago when I was in Canada, and I don't know if they have the pill here in Malaysia. I should check it out.

It's times like this I wished I never started in the first place. I have been so focused on quitting that I didn't even realize it has been one week since I entered anything into my blog. Well I've made it this far I'll just have to try harder. Really try for that smoke free day.

I was actually thinking, they should have rehab centres for smokers. What they could do is admit you knock you out for a month, give you a feeding tube so you won't starve and leave you there. Then hopefully once you woke up the craving would be gone. Wouldn't that be nice!!!

There is at least one upside to not smoking (so much) at least I can breath easier and I'm not hacking myself to death at night. I'm even having these weird thoughts of exercise! Horrors! God it's just too healthy for me to think about! I must be hallucinating now.