My Fourth Child

Before I start writing my blog, I like to check to see how much traffic I'm getting and to see if there are any comments. Well this morning I noticed there was 1 comment posted on my blog Premature Alzheimer's.

Of course I have to check the comment to whether they are favorable or not, this comment it seems was sent from Robyn my fourth child. She wrote "You bitch about me too much on your blog." Yes she does seem to be my favorite topic and I do mention her a lot.

She is 16 going on 30 and she really does provide with a lot to write about. She is a good girl but she is a typical teenager and in the mind set of me me me. Some of the things she does I just have to comment about and because she and I spend a lot of time together well you know how it is. She is the one suffering the most because of my unemployed situation. I have to cut back on expenses so that means I am not able to give her the same amount of money I used to give her and also I have curtailed her jaunts to Aeon.

Robyn is like her older sister. Also a very head strong girl so she and I get into it a lot. We say nasty things to each other when we are pissed but the one thing about Robyn is she gets over it easily. She doesn't carry a grudge. She is funny and can come up with some really good lines and in this way she is like her older brother. She knows when to draw the line because she knows once I get really pissed it's time to call it a day so she can live to fight another day. We have had our ups and downs and at present my on going nagging at her is about her studies. She is not stupid but very lazy when it comes to studying and with exams coming up well my whole time is spent nagging and threatening. I usually end up telling her if she doesn't want to study then quit school and get a goddamn job and make my life easier. Of course the good mother I try to be I would not like to see her do that and spend the rest of her life working in Aeon.

I do love this girl dearly and hate to think how boring my life would be if she were not in it. I have given into her many more times then the others, which they always remind me about. I can't help it she's Robyn my fourth child.